I feel empty now. I don't know why but I just feel so lifeless. It's not really the first time but every time I'm all by myself, I can't help but feel empty. Even though my outside world is full of people that I get along and sometimes not-comfortably getting along with, I still feel insecure for most of the times...that in the end I'm just making a facade so that I could peacefully end my day without being questioned by anyone about why...it's maybe just my own precaution because I know that even if I tried explaining myself at some point, I, myself don't know the answer to my own problem or why is it in the first place that I'm thinking and feeling it so.
I guess I've been thinking so deep. I feel unsure whether it's right to post this thoughts here in the blog but to be honest, I just feel somehow relieved knowing that there will be someone who would be reading this post and maybe could give me a good advice.