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25th-Feb-2012 09:26 pm - I miss you LJ!
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How long have I been out here at LJ! Gosh, I think it's over a year now. Hmmn, I do kind of miss doing my diary here but I have been quite been busy over these past 2 years. 

I don't want to promise it but I'm going to try to be back here and do my regular post like I've been doing over my few years here. But for now, I just want to say 'I miss you LJ!' =)
25th-Nov-2010 08:06 pm - Empty feeling
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 I feel empty now. I don't know why but I just feel so lifeless. It's not really the first time but every time I'm all by myself, I can't help but feel empty. Even though my outside world is full of people that I get along and sometimes not-comfortably getting along with, I still feel insecure for most of the times...that in the end I'm just making a facade so that I could peacefully end my day without being questioned by anyone about why...it's maybe just my own precaution because I know that even if I tried explaining myself at some point, I, myself don't know the answer to my own problem or why is it in the first place that I'm thinking and feeling it so.

I guess I've been thinking so deep. I feel unsure whether it's right to post this thoughts here in the blog but to be honest, I just feel somehow relieved knowing that there will be someone who would be reading this post and maybe could give me a good advice.
14th-Nov-2010 01:11 pm - my cute crepe...
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This was the meal I ordered at a cafe that my sister & Mom went to few weeks ago…

I really love crepes, but sometimes I think that they are too cute to be eaten but nonetheless, they are delicious ^_^
4th-Nov-2010 11:45 pm - my first flight in the sky...
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a snapshot from my window...
Haha...I hate to admit it but in my 20 years of being alive, this was my first time riding an airplane. Everyone in my family had already experience it more than I did since i was always the one who is left at home to stay and watch the house or if not, i'm busy with my classes and duty...and finally...at last...it's my turn now...yahoo!~

I was really excited about it...I was thinking of many things like if i'm the type of getting sick up-in-the-air but i didn't know that before because this was my first time of knowing it if i really was but thank God, i'm not...i even requested my Mom if she would let sit near by the window so i could sea the view outside, it was indeed a great feeling, and i was thanking pictures non-stop too, the view was really great! Oh how i love the looks of the clouds, it feels like i was in heaven seeing them so close to me and the sunset was undeniably beautiful...when we arrive at Manila, it was already evening...I really love how the city lights looks like up in the sky while we were landing at NAIA-Domestic Airport.

After we left the plane, i began anticipating when will our next plane ride be again because I definitely want to ride it! :) 
2nd-Nov-2010 11:14 am~journal~
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 Fushigi Yuugi Characters
Few days ago, i was looking for some anime pictures and wallpapers so that i can post at my tumblr account until i saw this picture of the characters from one of my most loved anime, Fushigi Yuugi, it somehow made me feel nostalgic and all...this anime is one of the best ever written anime i've ever watched...haha, it makes me want to watch the anime again but oh well...(P.S. I'm not really a big fan of Tamahome, i like Hotohori more...hehe ~_~)

16th-Jan-2010 12:26 am - my own conflict.
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It's an easy excuse if I only say that i was just confuse but at this point it's more frustrating to admit that i really didn't knew anything.

At first, my intentions were all a mere excuse just to escape what they intend me to do but from that time, i thought i was confident enough to rather do what i want, though i still didn't really know what was it but because i was firm upon deciding that i will be the one to choose what i want which in the end, i think, only lead me to the worse decision i had made. 

I've realized many things and as well learned my lessons, but the more i realize that i was the one at wrong, the more i realize that i was just an average person...the confidence that i had before that help me deal everything heads on had now been burried under my many excuses just to be on the safe side. I feel so common rather than unique...which i kinda hate but still i had to accept.
13th-Oct-2009 08:03 pm - SHINee is so great!!!
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At first i said, 'this guys looks like kids...blah blah blah', but that was when i was very crazy with BigBang so my attention wasn't that focus at them but now that i'm listening to their song more often, i think i really like this guys. Now i'm a SHINee fan too...haha..

My best favorite song i like from them is 'Replay:Noona is so Pretty' and 'One More Time' but i like Replay the best. Key is so cute here...and i just can't get enough of them. The dance step is pretty cute also. Hehe~ I guess i'll be watching more of them from now on.












Here is SHINee's Replay enjoy!






(Here is also a video from Youtube, she was dancing Replay, i think she's doing it also pretty well. She's great!)

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I'm totally ran out of list on what mangas to read.

I want to read something funny and romantic. Any suggestions people?

Thanks in advance! :D
24th-Sep-2009 08:32 am - Kitchen Princess: Thumbs UP!
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I just finished reading it. At first i didn't want to read it because i read its summary long ago and i was kinda dissapointed by how one of the character died and i hate that kind of tragedy because the sadness of that tragedy lingers to me for days and i hate that kind of feeling but since i got many people recommending me to read i finally pushed my self to do so nd as expected it never failed me but still i feel bad about Sora dying, he was a great character in the story.

I really think and do say that this manga is one of the best that i've ever read, not only you'll be hooked with the different twist of the story and also how all of the characters are being connected to one another. But i guess the one big impact i got from here is the charater of Sora, how he is being the one of the few people that support Najika(our protagonist), at first i thought of him as a scheming bastard behind the looks and he really was but eventually finds himself looking & caring for Najika the most. I always knew that in every manga or anime, the first person that the main character meets is the one she/he will end up with and i think that should have been Sora, because if you have read the Extra chapter you will know that before Najika has entered the school they had already meet up only that Sora was in disguse since he was observing her but it's not like i'm really denying that Najika really met Daichi when the' were children. I felt really touched and sad by how Sora died, and how he said (in the Extra Chapter) that maybe even before Najika had known him, he had already fall in love with the girl she was following, and after he died how he was wishing her to be happy again. I don't blame him for telling a lie that he told Najika that he was her Flan Prince since he got two main reasons for doing so, first is that he doesn't want Daichi to remember the tragedy of her mother ding because of him and also he himself love Najika that he'd want her to his, i know it's selfish of him to do so but even though the feelings as obvious he wasn't able to confess his feeling for her but rather told her the truth as his last words before dying. I feel like crying now that i think of it now. *sob*sob*sob*

Sigh. I feel like i'm focusing the manga on one character only (sorry) but anyway this manga is really GREAT, i give it TWO THUMBS UP! Hahaha, somehow i feel like mourning, sigh, that's why i hate reading manga or watching anime with a tragedy on it, especially if the charater is a good one cause it will lingers on me for a long time but hey, i guess that only proves how great the story is, it's the greatest work i've ever read of Kobayashi Miyuki & Andou Natsume.
17th-Aug-2009 01:18 pm - my unusual day.
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Well, i don't really have a class today because all our concepts has just ended, except for the last exam of course which is scheduled next week, so in other words i'm taking a short break here but still we got duties at the hospital but i'm glad that it's an OR/DR one and not WARD.

Anyway, yesterday my friend visited me here at my apartment or rather visited my laptop because she want to use the internet but i'm not quite bothered about it because it's fine having someone aside from myself at home, only that she has salvaged my refrigerator and took some of my groceries, sigh, it was kinda obvious though. So we went upstairs at my room where i turn on my laptop and let her do the rest and so i just took some of my DVDs at my side table and brought it to the other room where my TV & DVD player is. I was watching the latest season of Ghost Whisperer, it's one of my fav tv series, anyway, after watching watching 20 minutes of it, guess what happen??? My DVD player just blow up in front of me, not to imagine the smell of the inner parts of it burning so i hurriedly pull the plug of it. The blast isn't that big though, it just simply blow up. On the otherhand, my friend didn't make that much reaction even though she was only at the next door, i wasn't mad or anything but what i freaked out the most is that my DVD is still on that fucking player who just blow up, so i took my screwdriver and performed a surgery out of it, hahaha, thank god the disc was all right but i'm kinda feel sad cause i don't have a player anymore but happy because thank god it was not the TV that just blow up in front of me. But i guess it's fine because i can now ask my Mom to buy me a brand new one, hahaha, LUCKY!

My friend on the other hand can't help laughing when she saw me performing the surgery of the dvd player, i look so desperate that time because i thought the disc was also destroyed.  I just spent the rest of the afternoon sleeping, geez...i guess it's kinda unusual day that had happened.

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